super bored at work ):

so.. i watched 恋空 , SKY OF LOVE !!

SUPER NICE (:

still remember when i watch it in the movies i cried 1000 times :x
and i cried again luhs :X
so touching lars !!!
you should watch it too~~

and i think hiro resembles someone.ehhs just a little (:
heh

AND THEY HAVE A TV SERIES TOO!!~~

and a v v v v saddening this is gonna happen ):
its Mr Smartie , aka moe scholar, LAST DAY TODAY )':
imma gonna be in this boring office myslef tmr onwards ):

its been 10000 years since i blogged. cos theres nothing happening in my life ):
sitting in this office for 8 hours everyday doing NOTHING, yea i get paid for doing nothing .
but it not fun luhs.
i get sick and headaches staring at the com watching shows and doing nothing -.-

its so bored!!! YOU WONT FEEL LIKE DOING THIS
imma never gonna get an admin job in future.

after 2 days of slacking, i got smth to do!! woah! im so happy lars

im now at the 2nd level staff room scanning stuff -.- better than nothing luhs!
people recommend me shows can. i've finished watching it started with a kiss and the sequal.
paid to watch anime :x haha

did i mention myself being super emotional some days back. haha ..ehh i shall continue later back in my office. got a feeling the teacher behind me i staring at my screen :x

to update on some lame things happening:

my $1.60 prawn mee (: LOL

i bet you've seen this game!!
ever completed it? bet not!
BUT THIS SMARTIE DID!
DUH MOE SCHOLAR LEHS!

I JUST HAD LUNCH!!
MY $1.60 PRAWN MEE!!!
INSIDE GOT LIKE 4 SLICES OF FAT FREE MEAT, HUGE SERVINGS FO MEE, SUFFICENT TAOGEY AND HENG CAI, 4 HALF-PRAWNS AND SUPER SUPER SUPER DELICIOUS SOUP!!!
+ free flow sauce !!

FOR ONLY $1.60 HAHAHAHAHA. CHEAP LUHS.

im bored ):
argh.. i've been watching it started w a kiss 1&2 for 5 days le :x

entertain me.
and which cap should i buy!!!!

my life is like so boring now luhs :X work everyday.

SATURDAY
went to my kor's birthday party w bel. all his cousins look the same luhs -.-
pictures when i get home :x

SUNDAY
got cheated to ah zhi's house!
but the food was GREAT!!!
LOL
there's a SUPER IRRITATING UNCLE at his house. i nearly went crazy.
i nearly cried hearing him talk!!!
he went on and on and on -.-
and talk non stop abt life and education and parents and work and life and education and parents.
and he said. im a dad now. blablabla. I NEARLY LAUGHED OUT LARS. IMGINE HIS KIDS. SO KELIAN!!!
i wanted to shout at him. dont think i'm stupid! im 18 i can think i got my goal already. i know how to cherish my parents-.-
f you and diam!

there was another gurl in the room(deyon's gf), she was born w a knive so v dao -.-
she really f care him luhs.
heng ah zhi saved me from the agony and kelian deyon which became his next target :x
HAHAHAHA

met up w few ex-swiss kids. which i dont rmb they existed :x
lols
i really dunno who is zenneth lars -.-
LOL
played daidee till late and went home~

I AM SICK TODAY ):
DIDNT GO FOR WORK ):

THE END

im at hc as usual for work.
and i look super aunite today.
cos the stupid paw-er complained so ive to wear skirt!
ytd when i wore jeans students were discussing if i was a teacher!
TODAY they bow-ed at me ...Zzzzz

HENG i brought jeans to change cos imma gonna be sai gang worrior later. gonna go queensways to get some stuff done but the skool sponser my cab fare.lalalalala~~

its gonna be a anime day again..

and IM SICK as in seriously sick ):

and and my LOVE and EC are angry w me. but i didnt do it on purpose lars ):
i REALLY dozed off!!
v tired mahs.sit down then fell asleep :x
dont angry larssss~
angry will have wrinkles easily. then later no admirer le ):
sorry lars ):

and i havent been to any projects meeting ):
cos of work ):
argh i dont wanna get C for this module ):

in MICA building~
i know i look super auntie. no choice nars ):

imma very happy today!
cos i aquired 2 long term assets to my balance sheet!!

LOL.
2 pervert guys who got GPA 4.0 and 3.7. sicko!

i must START studying nxt sem le!!
EC0 please start too!! LOLS.

or should i get a super studious and smart bf! LOL
nahhhs i'll influence him to become lazy and stupid like me :X
haha. someone. pull me along ~~

EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT!!
SADDENING LARS ):

ITS 3.2 ONLY )':
my ATRM A flyyyy~~ away ):
argh i hate CPF!!! fuck the cpf lars ):
WOAH and i passed LAM !!! haha

far far away from 3.6 ):
ahhhhs back t work ):

sian ):

my EC0 passed ATRM ~~ she's so happy luhs.hah

REMEMBER i told you abt some UNIQUE names? lets start with the SEC4 corhort!!
1)ERVIN
2)ADELBERT (how to read?)
3)GALEN
4)CALEBB (calabeeee ~~~ snack!)
5)MAXIMILIAN (huh?? MAXIM? lols)
6)CYRIL (how to read? silent y?)
7)CEDRYCH (some random alphabets placed tgt -.-)
8)BASIL (hello herb (: LOL )
9)GIRVAN (why got extra 'V' inside?
10)PHILEMON (POkeMOn??)
11)CAPEL(chapel?)
12) J (YES J, J TAN!!! if you got 24 kids name them A B C D E F G H I J.... X Y Z !)
13)GIDEON (wonder if his friends call him pidgon
14)ABNER

andd some really familiar names :
1)Phoon Wai Kit. LOL my sec skool classmate
2)Lester (awww. i hate this name!)
3)RAY
4)winston
5)THEODORE ( ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNK!!! )

NORMAL YET UNCOMMON NAMES:
1)BERTRAM
2)LEWIS
3)TAYLOR
4)ZACHARY
5)RUSSELL

SOME V V V V LONG NAMES:
1) GARY JAMES TEOH CHERN-WEI

ALOT?? LOOK BELOW!!!

This is called FULL TIME CIP worker :x hahahahahah!!

i cant post the details. else the skool might sue me. cos i signed some office secrets contract. but im not 21 yet. haha

5)the minister's son is in HCI (AKILAN SHANMUGARATNAM)
i think he can be the next olympic games medalist for high bar, parallel bars, trampoline, pommel horse!! he's super!
if there aint a point celling for peArls (Achievement) his points is 76 is frigging 76 !! :X
SUPERMAN?!

not only him. if you look at 1 CCA record and wonder: WOAH he so SUAY all got 3rd!.
when you flip the the nxt, you'll understand: NO WONDER LARS. LOST to him.LOL. i think to them all the competitions are INTRA-school (within the skool) not NATIONAL or INTER-SCHOOL luhs!!

6)their longest CCA record is 6 page!! 3 are PEARL points :x

7)i'm AWED at what name's parents can give their kids now-a-days.
i'll post e names up nxt week. LOL

no matter what their just to make it sound more unique not like TOM, DICK, HARRY -.-
who knows tom and jerry maybe unique names in future.LOL

8)nearly ALL the kids are in SPECIAL stream!

9)all kids in HCI are RICH! yes filty rich. imjine paying 400+ per term/ month. i pay $6 per term in secondary school luhs.LOL

10)From the records there's only 1 kid in AV club and 1 in NCC for the sec 4 corhort.LOL

11)The canteen food is CHEAP and HUGE in portions!!

how much would you pay for a bowl of ba chor mee?
with $2 i got 6 meatballs, lots of ba chor and mushrooms! LOTS! and free flow sauce(chili, chili powder, chili oil, balacan, ketchup, pepper, shallots, vinger,....)
i'll have their lormee on monday.LOL
to hungry today . forgot t take pics :X

i was super bored!!
i'd done all my stuff.. so ..
i went to watchmovies.net.. and watched "Bleach: The DiamondDust Rebellion"
whoooooo~~~~~
the long awaited movie!! @ http://www.watch-movies.net/movies/bleach_the_diamonddust_rebellion/#

the way they draw ichi is funny :X haha
enjoyyyyy~~~


UPDATES:

SCC CAMP~
i look super sicky luhs ):

LOL!
the end..

i SLACKED at work today .LOL
i've still got 3 classes (out of 15) left and this data is due in 2 fucking weeks.

haha.
i've been blogging, blog-hopping, online shopping, random surfing of net since 7.30!
LOL.
everytime i refresh the schools email page i wished my supervisor mr DM didnt send me mails. and my wish came true all 4 timeS this whole morning.LOL

i promise! i would TRY to upload the picutres when i get home. and hopefully not nap till 10 and nap again till morning. haha

its so freaking tiring waking up at 6am you know! that's why JC's a nono for me!!

HILIGHTS FOR TONIGHT'S POST :
HCI KIDS ARE CRAZY!!
I WENT WOAH WOAH WOAH . UPON SEEING 'IT'..

STAY TUNED~

YEAH-NESS
HAHA.
i'm so evil larss. cos the skool data base is down so the cca records cant be generated !


im bored lars. i cant figure out how to on the bluetooth for this labby=no pics):
got nothing to do either. cant go VEOH ):
the smartie in front of me better luhs! he got no classes = slack the whole day!!!
the canteen auntie gave me so little rice and im still hungry):

argh work is fucking boring..
the stupid receptionist sucks so noisy and haolian-.-
and i think she the one who complained that i wore jeans.. what's wrong with that fucker, the other admin staff wear you also nvr say. fucking booth licker. dog. f lars.

ytd i wasted ALOT of paper printing the CCA records luhs. so guilty of tree-killing :X

fuck lars tmr must wear skirt or pants. then look like auntie !LIKE HER. fucking old hag. paw-er ! mysupervisor also nvr say anything .you think i work for you? fuck!
sian luhs still doing the stupid cca thing..ZZzzz

until now i STILL cant figure out how t on the bluetooth-.-
i think the prog is deleted............

ahhh.i'm so tired i dont feel like blogging..

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH DATA ENTRY I DID TODAY?!
I'VE BEEN DOING EAGLES AND CCA RECORDS THE WHOLE DAY!!

FYI: HCI HAS 15 SEC4 CLASSES!!!
YES 15 : 15X33 CCA RECORDS EVERY CLASS!!!

ROARS! I FEEL LIKE DYING MAN. :x
and did i mention my other colleauges are all MOE SCHOLARS *FAINTS*

IM STUPID :(

went to ecp w ken to skate after work~~
whees~ i was like some crazy bull charging all over the place! LOL
and for once i shouted so loudly , a guy stared at me and lost his balance.
CONCLUSION: skating= shouting+ bumping into trees, lampposts, bushes+ v v v suan legs :X
but i like lehs~ LOL.

pics up tmr (nonono weekends :X too tired lars ~)

night ppl. still have to wake up at 6 tmr to work ): cca records again ):

whoo~
its my first day if work at hua chong insitution!
argh. it started badly :X
cos i went to the wrong school. to be precise i went to the college instead of the high skool -.-
kana suan-ed by the receptionist -.-


my kind teacher-in-charge aka senior consultant aka disipline master told me to have breakfast and return at 9!
LOL

waited for 2 hours. doing NOTHING.... for my labby , its a lousy heavy dell LATITUDE labby ):
finished some random admin stuff and slacking again Zzzzz.
while i was slacking.. i chatted w another teacher assistant (TA)! he's super smart lars he has a MOE scholarship luhs. and he's back for summer hoils ~~
and he studies MATHS!!
COOL HUH!

yupps .and my admin job is to collate demerit points -.-
now i understand how rowdy students can get! swiss knive, pens,fights, pulling down doors -.-
totally OMG
back from lunch and i'm still slacking -.-

期待爱-金莎/林俊杰

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在不管帅不帅
想要找回来
自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来

期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

my fiancee's LOVE!

haha. its atill not as bas as i thought. cos its a super slack camp.haha
i think i've killed quite a lot of trees with my intense usuage of tissue papers:X
still down with a stupid flu which wont subside):

its 1 more day to camp end but im super shag alr ):

ahhh my typing has to stop here cos stupid gary has to use winston's labby!!!
ROAR!!


okay c0ntinue~~
through this camp many thanks to the peeps who looked after me when i was down with flu (:
the first night was totally bad lars :X
lvy have t stay up all night t look after me and gary. thanks gurl. i think she's super lack of sleep cos we slept at 5 :X

its so worrying to hear gary cough every few mintues it's hes so xinku but you cant do anything to help :X
bless god that's he's better now(:

its a few more hours till camp finishes~~
yeahness! first thing i'll do is to scrub put mask :X
haha

quite a few thanks to the people..
esp winston for lending me his jacket . i'm so dumb t have forgotten to bring that lars. and for killing lots of trees :X andand his labby too .hah
also ken-ny for getting panadol for me without it i think i'm still sick x.x
my fiancee for being my pillow .haha.. yahs and for breathing so loudly that i cant sleep
and many more people~

although there are some unhappy stuff which happened .. im too lazy to type them.lalala~

pictures updates on the next post~

ARGHHH!! IM SUPER TIRED!!! ):
HAVETA WAKE UP AT 6 TMR LUHS ):

azumanga daioh + The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya IS LOVE~~~

i suddenly just realized ive not given ppl attitude for very long alr.
the last time was like ehhh... TRM camp?! that was xtreme haha.
stupid ppl

and im predicting one which would start nxt friday..itll be a long one
i totally dont see what's the point of keeping every thing so secretive.
its like a camp or even activities and you dont wanna tell ppl what it is abt.
its so fucking stupid right.

the first one was in the stupid cca meeting that we have. most of the commitee aint around and exams is nxt nxt week. they kept the activity secret. and guess what it was? SOME STUPID GAMES -.-

its so fuck. 2 proj are due 2 days later and imma wasting my time playing some stupid games?!

now its camp. cant we even know where we sleep? its so fucking stupid. its like we r gonna know the moment we get there .so..WHATS THE FUCKING POINT?!

IM SO FUCKING IRRITATED NOW
THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS (EXP MY TRM CAMP GROUP) IF I DONT GET MY SLEEP I WONT DO ANYTHING !!

I'VE GIVE YOU A STUPID FUCKING ATTITUDE AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING WITH IT.
TRY ME FUCKERS!

LAME SHIT.

FUCK CARE NOT HAPPY I'LL LEAVE .WHO CARES!
FUCK OFF PPL IM NOT IN THE MOOD.
FUCK DISTRACT MY ANIME-ING SESSIONS.FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ARGH.SLEEP.
BASTARDS

emo-ing is a part of everyday life. just like periods -.- haha (:

i lost it.. i serously did.

i wasnt threatening you when i said. i'd never love again. i dont know why. i just lost the feeling. it aint like i dont dare to. maybe im mad i love the pain so much. i'm not lack of confidence or whatsoever. since when i lack it. you were my last betting chip. i lost it. maybe i'd never get that feeling again. looking at couples doing sweet whatsoever together. i was kinda envious.but i never though of owing it.maybe one day i'll get it back. but upon seeing sadness. i just rather stay alone. the third party always sees the situtation better.

there are others who passed by, trying to enter. but they never got in. i dont know why either. no feelings maybe. i cant seem to put feeling in. maybe im just timid. i dont wanna face it again. from the bottom of my heart i hate it. it happened 11 times. what you guys are thinking from your action and words i can literally predict your steps. whats the point. seriously i dont see it. i hate my past.

i dont hate you. before you everything was gone.you were the one who forced me to pick up the pieces and go on. but when you left the pieces fell off again . down deep into the sea..

june 13.. its 2.5 mths down . i've already put off the hopes of getting back. i dont want to either. cos no matter what it done. its lost too.

i tried to cover the real me. lost scared selfcentered.. facing everyday with a plastered smile.. i started to think of the past the first time a guy confessed, 7 years. what have i been doing. all the wrong decisions made all the regrets all that had been lost. everyday i try to recover for what i've lost. my studies, my friendship. i must. its my life..

but i dont think love would ever come back .. it wont..
but maybe.. i dont know.
the moment i saw him my heart raced. it had neer happened in years. today when i saw someone with your backview. it raced again. the exicitment, the hopes. it wasnt you though. but even thinking it i was able to put the smile for forever. being together. nahs it aint possible. haha

reality is devastating, a tradegy, sad..
for the ones who try to open the door. please dont . you dont have the key.
for those who are bent on doing so. your searching for a needle in a haystack. you may try. i wont stop you.
for those who tried. thankyou. i tried to accept but...

you may not be able to do it again. but he may. cos in my dreams he's mine . out of reality out of pain.

fantasy..


when everything is lost, the future remains. my future. not our future..

yahs. finally we got our 1 day tour~~

partyy world~
ec complain the WHOLE DAY how lousy it was as compared to k box-.-

fiancee! imma looking for our 2nd day tour.haha

-完-

went to TOWN w EC0 & LOVE today!!!

but that's after out F1 ambassador interview :X
dont mention that. cos buang :X haha


before the interview, we zilian-ed in the PURPLE toilet!!!

Walked to plaza sing.

SPOTLIGHT!
I PROPOSED TO MY EC0!!!

THE STORY GOES...
everyone knows i love my eco alot!!!!

but!! she loves stupid KARM ALOT!!! ): X 10000

and my ANGEL appeared!!!!!
and granted my wish!

on that very special to-day!
i bought her a suit case full of love and a flower!!!
i went down on my knees and PROPOSED!!

and said : YES!!
I JUMPED FOR JOY~~
WHOOOO~

next we went to THIS FASHION to buy her "GORGEOUS" wedding dress!!

i choose one lehs!!
DAMN "NICE" RIGHT :x HAHAHAHAHA

AND WE LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER~

some random historical pics during TOP CEM!

I LOVE MY WIFE TOO :x HAHA (: